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A woman trying to rebuild her life.

A man haunted by a past he can’t forget.

But with pasts like theirs . . . you never know when darkness might descend.

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A woman trying to rebuild her life.

Kennedy is doing all she can to escape, to prove that she’s not the monster her father was. A simple life of peace and service is all she needs.

A man haunted by a past he can’t forget.

Cain has buried his demons under layers of control and success. The only thing he needs is his company and his solitude. Certainly not a woman with captivating green eyes filled with ghosts so similar to his own.

He’s a reminder of the life she’s left behind. And she’s a threat to his tightly guarded control. As sparks fly between them, they discover that what they might need most is each other.

But with pasts like theirs . . . you never know when darkness might descend.

Beautifully Broken Control AMAZON


Faint rays of sunshine still lit the sky as I headed to my SUV, but the air had just a hint of a bite to it. That was spring in the mountains. I glanced at Walker. “Thanks for the warm welcome.”

He gave my back a slap. “Anytime, brother.” He paused with me at my vehicle, looking out to the fields and then back to me.

“What is it?” You didn’t know someone as long as I’d known Walker without recognizing their tells. The little ticks that told you they were worried or angry or, like now, had something they wanted to say but were holding back.


My body began to stiffen, but I forced it to relax. I was the master of giving nothing away, and this situation should be no different. “What about her?”

Walker shifted on his feet. “She’s young.”

“Looks it.” I didn’t know how young, but I’d find out soon enough.

Walker’s jaw hardened. “Be careful.”

I bristled at that. But he wasn’t wrong to warn me off. She had an innocence that radiated from her in waves. And I had no plans to change that, but I was curious. That…something I couldn’t put my finger on kept niggling at me as though she were playing at something she wasn’t. I shook my head and gave Walker a grin. “I’ve got no plans to defile Jensen’s protégé. You can rest easy.”

The set of Walker’s shoulders eased. “Good. You want free and easy, there are plenty of women around here who are down for that, just like you are. But I get the sense that’s not Kenz.”

“Kenz?” The nickname curled around my tongue. It fit her.

“That’s what Jensen calls her, said Kennedy was too formal. Guess it’s catching on.”

I nodded. “I gotta get back to the resort, but let’s grab a drink tomorrow. Hopefully, we’ll be celebrating my closing on that property.”

Walker grinned. “I hope it works out. Shoot me a text tomorrow, and we’ll figure out a time.”

“Sounds good.” I beeped my locks and opened my door, but paused before I climbed in. “Walker?” He paused in his trek back to the ranch house, turning to face me. “I’m happy for you.” The words made a burn take flight in my chest.

The smile that spread across his face was one that could only belong to a man who was a total goner for his woman. “Thanks, Cain. You’ll—” He cut himself off before he could finish the sentence. He knew better than to tell me that I’d find that. “I’m glad you’re here.”

“I am, too.” I gave a jerk of my chin and climbed into my SUV. The drive back to the resort I was staying at a few miles outside of town was quiet. Only the sounds of gravel under my tires to keep me company. 

Gravel turned to pavement as I pulled into the resort. I hopped out of my Rover, leaving the door open for the valet. I ignored any polite smiles from fellow guests and staff as I headed straight for my suite.

The familiar itch at the back of my brain was back. Something that said I needed to know more about the girl from dinner. I slipped my keycard into the lock, fingers drumming against my thigh as I waited for the light to turn green. I pushed open the door and headed straight for the safe. Keying in the code, I removed my laptop.

I strode to the desk, setting my computer down and settling into the chair. I opened the laptop, typing in my security codes. I launched a browser and got to work. An hour went by in record time. An hour, and almost nothing to show for it.

I stared at the image on my screen. Auburn hair, freckles dusting the tops of her cheeks and nose, creamy white complexion below, and startling green eyes. There was no denying she was beautiful. Beautiful in a way that would stop a man in his tracks and make him do a whole lot of stupid shit just to get her to turn that smile his way.

But there was also no denying that she was a ghost. The only photo I could find of her was the one on her driver’s license. Other than that one single piece of ID, the woman didn’t exist. No bank account. No credit cards. No lease. No car.

There was nothing else, good or bad, that I could find. Anywhere. While some would say that was a good thing, I knew the truth. It was nothing but bad. People didn’t erase a life unless they had something to hide.

One dinner and I knew my friends were taken by her. It was no surprise. Sarah and Jensen had the most tender hearts of anyone I knew. They were forever rescuing strays, both animal and human. Hell, that’s why I was there, wasn’t it?

But they often didn’t think about the risks involved. Walker used to be good about checking that stuff out, but it seemed Taylor had softened him, made him just a touch less cynical about the world. I was happy for my brother, but it just meant that I needed to look out for the friends in my life who were more like family.

And that’s just what I’d do.


BlueSeal’s Review of Beautifully Broken Control by Catherine Cowles

I was introduced to Catherine Cowels a few months ago with the release of Beautifully Broken Spirit.  I fell in love with the town of Sutter Lake and the characters who lived there.  I was determined to make time to read the first two books since I came into the series in book three.  When I read Beautifully Broken Pieces (book 1) and Beautifully Broke Life (book 2), it made me appreciate Beautifully Broken Spirit (book 3) even more which I read again while waiting for Beautifully Broken Control (book 4).  Each one is a standalone book but the characters and stories are so beautifully woven together that you will miss backstories and key relationships if you don’t read the series in order. So, let me begin my review by saying…read the entire series in order.  It makes a difference. If you have read my reviews before, you know that I love cops, stories about cops, and stories about criminals. If I am on the edge of my reading chair, waiting for the villain to be revealed then it is a GOOD book. Catherine hasn’t let me down yet!  Grab your coffee and let’s chat about Beautifully Broken Control.


Catherine Cowels writes books about strong women and the alpha men who love them.  It is always fun to watch the relationships develop, trust become established, and the fight for control.  None of the ladies in the Sutter Lake Series need a man to complete them. They are perfectly able to take care of themselves and run their businesses.  The alpha men are all extremely hot, enjoy their man-whore ways, and are genetically created to be protectors…just look at their jobs and the way they treat their families.  But, these relationships work. The characters enjoy the push and pull of control while maintaining independence yet knowing that their partner has their back and is willing (and able) to kill for them.


Kennedy is hiding something and Cain is determined to protect his friends. That’s what Cain does.  He protects the people that he loves almost to an obsession. When Cain learns that Kennedy is hiding to protect herself, her friends, and to live a life of minimalism and service, the obsession to protect becomes focused solely on Kennedy.  Cain, too, is hiding from his past. Can he trust Kennedy to help him slay his own dragons or will he push her away? That is all you get from me in the form of a synopsis because I don’t want to give anything away…no spoilers here!


In case you can’t tell, I love the Sutter Lake Series by Catherine Cowels and Beautifully Broken Control did not disappoint!  As I was reading, I was looking for the next story to be told because I really want there to be a book 5. I am not ready for this series to be over.  Perhaps, Preston’s story is next (hint, hint) but I saw on Catherine’s website that she is starting a new series (The Wrecked Series) that comes out in May so I may not get my wish.


My rating for Beautifully Broken Control by Catherine Cowels…5 out of 5 propellers!!


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